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So Lucas's FF7 second disc wouldn't work either... It did for a little while, then froze =( I might go to Media Play to buy FF7 it's only like $10. grrrr.

Josh and I went out to eat after school today. We went to a much yummy chinese resturant <3 It was the best. Then we came home and watched Invader Zim. Much cuddling, makou baby, lamb lamb, kissing, hugs, ahhh yes the fun of being in love. hehe

Not too sure what I'm doing tomorrow. Prolly going to go to Media Play and Target.

arrgg.. the second FF7 disc doen't work =( So Josh is getting the second disc from Lucas and letting me borrow it. I wont get it until tomorrow, so yeah no FF for me today.

I've been oddly tired lately... Yet I have a real hard time falling asleep..

I has a dream about Logan Grames last night. It made for an uneasy day. I can't recall it too well, but we were just talking. In the car on the way to school I heard 'Gone Away' by the Offspring, nd that song always reminds me of Logan. We got our year books today (god they suck) and there was a page deticated to Logan.. Lorean was asking me if I was going to Logan's birthday thing. We are going to his grave to release balloons with notes attached. There is also a tattoo party, but I'm not getting one so I don't think I'm going to that.

I also saw Liz crying today... I tryed to comfort her without being pushy. Called her after school, had a good chat. She feels bettter. I'm glad I'm here for her.

Gone Away by Offspring

Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can't deal it's so unfair And it feels Yeah it feels like heaven's so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like the world has grown cold Now that you've gone away Leaving flowers on your grave Show that I still care (But) black roses and hail marys Can't bring back what's taken from me I reach to the sky And call out your name and if I could trade I would And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it stings Yeah it stings now (The) world is so cold Now that you've gone away Gone away, gone away, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Ouuhhh, ouhhh, ouhh yeah I reach to the sky And call out your name oh please let me trade I would And it feels And it feels like Heaven's so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like (The) world is so cold Now that you've gone away GoneaAway, gone away, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Ouuhhh, ouhhh, ouhh ohh oh yeah

Went to Josh's house on Saturday. I played FF7 while he drew me a picture...hehe, he drew an alternate part of Cloud and Aeres on a date, because I didn't like the way there date went.. lol, my Star is so sweet. Lots of fun. He put me in a much better mood because I have a small cold and blah.

Today I played a little bit of FF7 but then my aunt uncle and little cousins came over.. I miss them. The me sister and Alyssa went to a Hindu temple (Happy birthday Ghandi!) lol it was akward. Me and my sister gave braclets as gifts. Alyssa went to work, me and sister visited grandma Bea. Then went shopping.. for like 3 hours e_e uhmmm got a new shirt, some stuff from the dollar store.. that's it.

I'm so tired... but I have to go clean the studio.

My ovaries hurt.. damn menstruation.

School has been alright. It's rather easy, just stressful at times. I don't know why but I feel uneducated. I'm prolly going to take PSO next year.

Josh is going to a job interview tomorrow at Media Play.

Liz isn't going to homecomming with Todd anymore.. I always feel so sorry for Todd. But they both fucked up. Liz never gave Todd the time of day, but Todd never put two feet foward either :\

Josh came over today. We played with beads. He helped my out in FF7. I made us some Hot Pockets. hehe. hummm.. I'm so happy with him.